Oh happy day.

This is the day we told the 3 little kids about the new baby.  I have so many mixed emotions about this.  Joy, because our little one was so loved by ALL of us while with us.  Anticipated and loved.  There was so much excitement in the air.  Jude was so happy you’d have thought he won the lottery.  Then I have to second guess our decision to tell them, because they are suffering this loss right along with us.  The sorrow, the tears, the questions of why.  I know we did the right thing in telling them, but it’s so hard to mourn with them this time.  Everything looked great, it was time to tell them.